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It's down to 4hrs and 5 mins till I violently shake as the first song is played.

Right now

-nerves 6


4 hrs from now

-nerves 11


I use to perform in front of people all the time. Plays and musical solos were a stable in high school. It's not as easy now as it was then. During some point between then and now I became aware of myself. Big mistake.

I wonder if I'll ever get use to being up on stage again.

Can't hurt to keep on trying.
We were not given a spirit of fear.

(Someone please tell me that tonight!!!)